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If This Doesn't Kill You Nothing Will

by STEREOMA

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1.
Julia 03:10
There's nothing but you Julia And I will wait for you Julia I will lie with you always Julia Julia, Julia I own nothing Julia I have no treasure Julia So I sold my soul for you Julia And I will wait for you Julia Julia, Julia Julia, Julia
2.
Might as well cry my eyes out if I'm to blame for all your pain. How could I try to make it up to you my only love? Let me love you Let me show you I will change Darling we have all out life. We can't let these wounds tempt us to hide within ourselves. we must love must love must love Let me love you Let me show you I will change I will change for you
3.
Is there anybody here Well I can't hear a sound you know, oh well that's something After all we've been through Am I all alone You disappeared for all I know I got nothing Stand by me Stand by me always Do I rot alone after all we've been through? Do I rot alone in my cell? Am I not alone after all I gave you Am i not alone in my hell? Stand by me Stand by me Always Stand by me Stand by me always
4.
TV 03:52
There's only so much tv I can take When it's me all on my own. I turn to pictures of the good old days. We looked so happy, who'd have known? You know that I cannot forget you love I only wish I could convince you love Maybe one day you'll look back and see That I was meant for you and you for me. You for me. How do I tend to my heartache? And how do I go it alone? Some days I'm wondering if I'm to blame. And should I get back in the game? The game. You know that I cannot forget you love I only wish I could convince you love Maybe one day you'll look back and see That I was meant for you and you for me. You for me. You know that I cannot forget you love I only wish I could convince you love Maybe one day you'll look back and see That I was meant for you and you for me. You for me.
5.
If I even get through the door you'll find me hugging the wall less like a flower more like a vine branching out to the cosmos out of my mind. And each night when I awake I stretch out my hands and i shake calling out to you but you don't answer you don't answer and sometimes I get confused and I think every sound is you I swear that i can see your movements babe you movements through... Through the looking glass If i even get out the door You'll find me crawling on the ground less like a hollow tomb and more like a hollow womb. I swear I am only dirt. And each night when I awake I stretch out my hands and i shake calling out to you but you don't answer you don't answer and sometimes I get confused and I think every sound is you I swear that i can see your movements babe you movements through... Through the looking glass
6.
Untitled 2 00:57
7.
I've been down before But it's different this time I won't let you murder my mind With your sweet lullaby You lie through your teeth I comb through the dark Trying to find what I gave to you when you were mine It's all in my head I'm wrestling with God Give up the thing that you love It'll teach you to cry I've been down before But it's different this time I won't let you murder my mind With your sweet lullaby I'm hurting, no lie I'm sick from inside And the worst part is I still wish you were mine I see what you did And it's not right Up end our life You must be sick in your mind
8.
Tried to live up to your expectations You've been searching for some place to hide You're set free now And I'm put down I was certain that you were the one now Certainty will always let you down You came to me in white You were an angel With your hands you tried to make me drown You're set free now and I'm put down I'm not done with preaching anyhow Take me as i am Take me as i am Take me as i am All my flaws and sins All my flaws and sins All my flaws and sins (Do what you gotta do. You wanna move on? Then move on) If it's not too much to ask, oh baby Would you mind if I still dreamt of you? Take me as i am Take me as i am Take me as i am All my flaws and sins All my flaws and sins All my flaws and sins
9.
I don't wanna hate you now but what am i to do with you I don't wanna hate you now now Girl you leave me with no choice Girl you leave me with no voice What am I to do To keep from loving you? What am I to do To keep from loving you? I don't wanna curse you out no I don't wanna curse you out It hurts cause it's still true That I'm in love with you What am I to do To keep from loving you? What am I to do To keep from loving you?
10.
Come Home 05:16
It's taken a long, long time. And living alone is fine. But where did you go? Where is the girl i know? It's taken a toll on everyone It's taken it's toll on me It's alright you'll come back I'll make up what you lack I'll be strong, no holding back Just Come home Just Come Home I was afraid I'd lose it all Come to find out it was my fault Something about my jealousy Something about your needs It's alright you'll come back I'll make up what you lack I'll be strong, no holding back Just Come home Just Come Home
11.
Out Here 05:26
Out here feeling lonely Out here feeling down When you're lonely and your fears are coming true somehow Out here feeling tired Out here in the clouds When you're all alone and those feels they multiply somehow Don't give yourself over to darkness Don't let yourself out of the light now Out here you've been abandoned Out here you've been betrayed When your one true love has up and gone away Out here in the distance Out here looking down When your best friend says she only hates you now Don't give yourself over to darkness Don't let yourself out of the light now
12.
There's a sadness I can't shake It's been following for days She offers cures that I swore off years before But have yet to be replaced Made a fortress for a queen Never sure of anything Only once and never again She will not leave. Not for anything Faced with the clouds and the galaxies she wears oooohhh They made a hole in the ground for a merchant Silks and spices to trade He lies as still as he can with his eyes closed Afraid of the light might get in It's a sin. It's a sin. Babe when we rescued your mother You might have followed where she went Tempted myself but I'm certain it won't help I'm fighting the urge of giving in I hope I win My whims are tethered to the wind Just hope to see you again Just hope to see you again Just hope to see you again Gave you a song but I know it's not enough Just for this once I hope it helps Talk for a spell then i put myself to sleep Hoping to resurrect a dream Made a fortress for a queen Made a fortress for a queen Just hope to see you again Just hope to see you again

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released February 11, 2022

All songs by Nick Curran

Nick Curran: Vocals, Guitars, Keys, Percussion, Bass on track 5,7
Joshua Wood: Drums, Bass
Brad Topping: Synth on track 1, Pedal Steel on Track 11

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STEREOMA Lancaster, Pennsylvania

The Enemy is You and Me coming November 3rd, 2023.

Beginning in 2014 as a solo project for Nick Curran, Stereoma released it's first EP I Will Be Your Friend in June 2014. most recently,Ghost Stories of The Recently Deceased [2020] and If This Doesn't Kill You Nothing Will [2022]

Nick Curran with help from
Joss Wood
Brad Topping

"It's like a mental breakdown you can dance to."(FLY magazine)

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